Be gracious....

*mumbles*....


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Ok.

Tapping fingers against my desk.

Crease in my brow.

Crease in my brow.

I guess im going to have to get used to not getting what I want.

Smh.

I will not let frustration steal my joy.

I am all over the place.

Im over this wedding non sense before it even begins.....

God. Help me.

he gave me a vision this morning...

and i wept at its clarity and magnitude...

i will be the founder and CEO of a non-profit organization called "No Boundaries" that will send thousands of low-income high school students to participate in summer study abroad experiences in various countries each year for no charge at all. the program is designed to enrich the lives of low-income students who wouldn't otherwise have the opportunity to travel abroad, and have them understand the dynamics of a changing world and what it REALLY means to live in a global economy. The "No Boundaries" experience will redefine the educational experience. Many schools will come to my non-profit to manage their study abroad experiences, especially those schools which have never done anything like this before...even my former and current employers, Global Leadership Academy and Mastery Charter School, respectively. the first several trips will be to Africa...and then, it will begin to expand.

what about the money, God?

the government, private donors...heads of state. this will become a diplomatic tool. i'll sit down with heads of state and important diplomats.

me?

me?

ummm.

let me go to church. this is a lot to handle.

i need confirmation. God, i need confirmation. if this is just some crazy idea...then let it be. if this is true...i REALLY need confirmation, agreement...SOMETHING.

about to wrap my snuggie around me really tightly...and head off to sleep.

wait upon the Lord....

be still and know that I am God.

i'm so used to having a plan....so used to know where i'm going...so used to having a next step...

i'm unsettled right now because this is the first time in my life when that is not so.

during this season, i have to wait and be still for Him to reveal destiny and purpose and plans and vision and future and next steps....

wait.

be still.

but be anxious for nothing, but with prayer and supplication make your requests known to God....


wait.

be still.

wait.

be still.

good night.

Note to self....
When u don't grocery shop, u eat VERY poorly. Please do better with ur life.
Love,
YC

I think my glands are starting to feel a little bit swollen....unh unh....I bind up the spirit of infirmity right now in Jesus' name.

I have an hour left at work....and hour and fifty minutes until I can eat....I haven't even drank water today.....help me Holy Ghost.

Im going to finish this instructional display in my classroom, listen to some worship music, and speak in tongues until 4. Peace, YC