28 August 2015

21 August 2015

I don't know where this fear came from.  Well I know where fear comes from of course but not sure why so much anxiety right now.

In 4 hours I'm turning over the keys to the first home we purchased as a married couple.  This was our first big leap of faith.

Today marks a day of great transition.  I'm moving out of the city I've called home for the past seven years...a city I have grown to love and hate.  Does that even out to just like? Lol.

Bishop recently looked at me and said, "Daughter, you handle transition well.  That's just what you do."  I chalked it up to one of those, "speaks those thing a that aren't as if they were" moments and kept it moving.

My husband keeps telling me, "Don't get scared now."  I'm not scared.  Just learning how to embrace all that's new without holding on to the past.

Let's go!

12 August 2015

God change my mind about everything.

My value and who I am.

My marriage.

My motherhood and parenting.

My relationship with you.

I need a perspective shift.

My mind has been a hot mess as of late.

Help my mind God.

10 August 2015

06 August 2015

this post was going to be mopey and negative.  And then I erased it.  Ain't nobody got time for that.  Keep it moving.

Boom.