Maaaaannnn...

You just get to a point when you say "God, your will be done."

Innocence revealed
Innocence renewed
Everytime I look into your eyes
That penetrate my innermost thoughts
You say, "I feel you."
I say, "I know."
And yes. I do know.
And you know too.

Sometimes...u just gotta pray.

Seriously.

Just pray.

My period has been such a struggle these past two days. Just woke up from a dream where I was fasting for two weeks from outside purchased food. All of my food was either raw or I prepared it at home.

Lord. Let that commence today.

I never ever want to say goodbye....

All of our conversations, all of your sweet pages...they're never lorbg enough...

A gift from...Yvonne

this is feeling in me can't be defined....

i know
and
you know
it's real
i know we write love songs
words that rhyme
in melody and time
i've been loving you so very long
this feeling in me
can't be defined....
no one
no one's gonna love me
i can search the whole world and never find you
i'm sticking with you

this is just to be vulnerable and transparent.

God.  It is my sincere desire to have friends.  i don't need many.  just a few good ones.  women my age who love the Lord and will support me in my quest for You. Women in whom I can confide and will help me with this walk.  a sister in Christ.

someone who will come over and take walks with me.  someone who will trade recipes with me and bake cookies with me.  someone who will watch my kids when ron and i want to have a date night.

i know that all things work together for the good of those who love you and are called according to your purpose.  and yes i love you.  and yes i am called according to your purpose.

so this time is a time to be this way.

so this time is a time of preparation.

perhaps if you gave me a sister, i wouldn't even know what to do with her.  how to treat her.  how to love her.

so i ask, knowing that you are able to provide and no good thing will you withhold from those who walk upright before you.  i walk upright before you.  so hear me.

and sometimes, this process of shedding off the old stings.  i am reminded on nights like this even though there is no one physically around...You are always present.  and i am thankful.  and i know you hear my prayer.

thank you.

Yvonne