I had a dream last night.  Lol.  Not like Dr. King.  A real dream last night whose characters indicate to me that I probably need to slow down on my television consumption.  Otherwise....

I was running, leaping, and jumping for joy in the dream.  I was filled with so much joy, excitement, hope about the future.  There was no fear in me at all.  I was literally doing cartwheels and I don't even know how to do a stinkin' cartwheel.  I laughed so much in the dream I feel like I was laughing aloud in my sleep.

I don't remember the last time I laughed like that.  Freeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!  I think I'd like to do that soon.

YS

...and i keep reminding myself that God is sovereign.

i don't mind waiting
i don't mind waiting
i don't mind waiting on You Lord.
i don't mind waiting
i don't mind waiting
i don't mind waiting on You Lord.

that is all.

God...there's so much I want to do. So much that needs to be done.  So much in me.  I need your grace like never before. Please.

I often don't get it right.  When I do,  I know it's only because of you.  When I get it wrong,  help me to learn, humble myself, move forward, not making the same mistakes again.

i could choose to focus on how physically drained i feel.  i could.
i could choose to focus on how livid i was yesterday.
i could choose to focus on how i felt like a pure afterthought on a weekend when love was supposed to be celebrated.
i could choose to remember how it used to be.

or i could choose to forgive and figure out what i need to do better.

yup.  for sanity's sake, i'll choose the latter.

I can't get what I don't give.

I can't reap what I do t sow.

Right?

Boom.

up late (or early if you will).  my first period since before pregnancy is here and it's hitting me sideways.  i'm not really crampy...moreso i have this super sharp pain on the right side of uterus that feels like someone is digging in it.

not feeling that at all.

monday evening is my model recruitment meeting.  i hope to have at least 10 girls, with 3 being from non-Mastery schools.  i'm excited...not really nervous...just ready to get this thing going.

i'm thinking about transitioning to another blog.  i want to purchase my domain name www.yvonnesimms.com

i think the ibuprofen is settling in.

time to go to sleep.

YS