Dear God,
i'm about 20 minutes away from my end-of-year conversation with my principal when i find out what my salary will be next year.
right now, the plan is that i return to lenfest as an english (and probably african american history) teacher for the 2012-2013 school year.
some days, i wake up and want to walk away from it all.
however, i know that Youwants me here for a reason. i'm not sure what that reason is.
You know the plans You have for me and i guess that's enough.
but i know there HAS to be more.
'tis the season of graduations and commencements. as i look around, past classmates and friends are now finishing up law school, medical school, graduate school. i don't know why i'm complaining...i've had my masters degree for two years already...and yet it seems like i'm in the same position. guess i should stop looking at other people's shoes and just walk out what You have given me.
sometimes, i look out the window and wonder...there's way more world out there...way more than just these four walls...
Bishop says that i'm being groomed to be the next worship leader....practices are on Saturday...most weddings take place on Saturday...so is becoming a wedding photographer not in Your plans for me? going back to school? most exec programs have Saturday classes...that's out too?
"but i thought..."
lol.
there is no "but i thought..."
just the simple instructions.
so. tell me God. what are the simple instructions?
cuz right about now...i have no idea. preltty much just looking around wondering what in the world is going on with my life....
what are your thoughts?...so that i can think them. please place them in my mind because clearly, everything I THOUGHT about this life i used to call mine...isn't really adding up right now.
at a crossroads,
yvonne
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