because on days like this...i know there has to be something more than what i'm doing right now...

let me be thankful...and with prayer and supplication make my requests known unto God.

this work bores me....coming here every morning bores me....but it pays my bills...

Lord, help me not to be stuck on this wheel forever....because this isn't life.

and please don't make it seem as if i'm not grateful....

show me myself and what i can do to make it better.  what can i do to love this?  can i choose to love this?

ugh.

ugh.

ugh.

ugh.

*looks out the window*