Glory.

Honor.

Praise.

God you deserve it and I feel so far from you right now because everything and everyone is competing for my attention right now.

Some moments I struggle to think straight...but this to shall pass.

Today I seriously contemplated calling the entire wedding off....not the marriage. The wedding. City hall. Simple white dress. Suit. Georgetown cupcakes. Simple dinner. Honeymoon. Life.

Because we can do that on our own....without faith in anyone but ourselves. Easy. Quick. Without a stir.

This gift of faith is something else.

Ugh.

This fast is stripping me down and making me confront how selfish I am. I knew I was selfish but now I'm convicted when I do or say selfish things. I don't want to be that way. So let me practice giving.

Let me practice what had been preached.