right now i have about 15 windows open on my laptop.

this does not include the 15 windows open in my head.

i have a whole lot going on but nothing is getting accomplished right now.  i don't think i've eaten today and i surely haven't drank anything.  that may be why my head hurts.

i have no idea what to charge.  i've been going over these numbers for a while now and i know there will be many people who think i'm too expensive.  they are not my target client.  shoot...i am not my target client and that's fine.

i don't want to compromise my vision.   i am striving to be a a high end, boutique brand.  i have the slight feeling that my target market is off.  girls in Philadelphia want to look high end...not sure if they are willing to pay for it though.  people buy what they value.  hands down...i don't want to photograph everybody and their mama.  i don't have the time or the patience.  everyone doesn't necessarily see what i see.  and that's ok.

i'm not really sure what to do next.  taking a mental break and going to view a cheap but seemingly cute venue for my recruitment meetings.  i'm supposed to host these meetings in February, but i don't have a location locked down.  i'd rather not host them at my house...nothing says hi-end or value like trash on the street or hoodrats placing empty juice bottles on your car.

help me Holy Spirit.  i need ALOT of your help today.

it's challenging.  it's a good challenge, but it's challenging nonetheless.

hmmm.