Saviour, author of salvation
My God is mighty to save
He is mighty to save

My God is mighty to save
He is mighty to save.

that song has certainly been on my mind all day, especially in light of this past weekend. God's saving power is tremendous. i can't even explain it. it fills me with such great joy to know that He actually has a plan for me and wants me to succeed, all so He can get the glory and others can be brought into the Kingdom of God.

Lord, allow me to be your servant. i submit myself to you so that you may use me for your purpose and for your glory. i open up my hands and raise my head to the sky. i want to be a vessel for Jesus Christ but first i must be emptied of all the things which i have allowed to fill me for so long. empty me of my hurt. empty me of my guilt. empty me of my quick temper. empty me of my pain. Lord empty me of the fear i have. The Lord is my light and my salvation, whom shall i fear? i should fear NOTHING or NO ONE because i have the lord to fight my battles. use me Lord. this is my solemn and honest prayer to you. i want you to use me for your glory. If God is for us, who can be against us? Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall trouble or hardship or persecution or famine or nakedness or danger or sword?...No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. Nothing shall separate me from the love of God and i'm so thankful that God sent His only son to redeem me. who else would make a such a sacrifice for the world, but God? for God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten son that whosover would beleieve in Him would have everlasting life.

wow.

God use me. make me your instrument. mold me. teach me. guide me. bless me and bless me indeed so that i may be a blessing to others and allow others to know who your are.

my solemn prayer as i fast is for spiritual guidance and revelation. god reveal to me your PURPOSE for my life. without your vision and your call, i am left wandering aimlessly. i'm tired of wasting YOUR time and i want to get down to my father's business. therefore, i am asking you to send me wisdom and understanding concerning what it is you want me to do with my life.

secondly, i am asking for the faith and courage to do what you have called me to do. yesterday in church, the praise and worship team sang a song:

"there is more that i require of thee....."

if God told you what he REALLY wanted of you....would your soul still say yes? would your spirit still say yes? wow. i'm at that point where i'm willing to say yes for God and accept that He is the ruler of my life. i don't have to answer to any person for who I am in Christ because it's God who will judge the living and the dead.

God the final thing i am asking for is the power of your Holy Spirit to come upon me and transcend me to another realm of relationship and spirituality. i want to have an encounter with you Holy Spirit. i want you to come. i'm inviting you into my heart and i want you to show up and fall upon me. and when you come, never leave me. it's only by the Holy Spirit that i'll have the power to do all it is you've willed for me. so i pray that the Holy Spirit descend upon me and transform my heart.

when all is fails, there's always this blog. ahhhhh. i like writing.

YC