Some moments I feel like giving up before I even begin.

Some moments I feel stupid for choosing this path that I'm on.

Some moments I feel so small and so useless....like so worthless.

I feel...I feel...I feel.

My life now is quiet.  So am I.  I've never been loud or lived loudly.  I've always felt insignificant. Unimportant.  Like I've had nothing to contribute to this world.

Some moments...that is how i feel that way.  It's a constant battle...pushing that feeling back like a heavy lump in my throat that's always trying to rise up.

I'm reading.  I'm praying.  But I guess I don't believe enough...

Because some moments, that's how I feel.