huh?

this morning has really been a blur.... this morning, around 2, my shoulder dislocated. briefly...a couple of seconds while i was asleep...enough to wake me up... i got up, saw ron's email to me....then, spent some time praying about whether the house was the right decision.... then i laid down.....and a few moments later...i felt something come over me...i was conscious....but i could not move....so if someone would have seen me, they would have thought that i was asleep....and i heard a voice saying something to me loud and clear...but i don't remember what it was....it was good... this morning at 5, i woke up to pray again....and read....asked God to help me remember what was said to me earlier in the morning....then i had a dream about the house...and strange lady in African garb came through the back entrance of the house...she actually opened up the door to the kitchen while we in there....i didn't like her presence....at all...her eyes....there was no pupil....just a black iris... and i heard...."this is the spirit of death in this house...." ummmmmmmmmmm......... i just wanted to go to sleep? so Lord...is this house good? is it bad? was that you talking to me earlier in the morning...was it something else???? He says..."settle yourself." ok. i'm settled.