15 November 2012

there is such a longing...

there is such a longing in my soul...to do and be more than what i am doing and being now. i just remember that this is a stepping stone. there are things now that i'm enduring that are preparing me for the future. and i hold on to the prophecies. and i do my best not to complain or get disgruntled. today is a day that i am fighting apathy about teaching. bleh...it pays the bills. but i never just wanted a job that paid the bills. that's how i saw my father live my entire life...that's what i never said i would do. and now...i'm in this place. stuck? no...not stuck...because there is forward movement...just knowing that this isn't my end is the one thing that's propelling me forward. "you shall go back...."-Pastor Thomas all things work together for the good of those who love Him and are called according to His purpose.... i shall go back. the present sufferings of this world cannot compare to the future glory which will be revealed in me.... tribulation worketh patience... so let patience have it's perfect work....

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