what is it about rainy days...

you either love them or you don't, right?

i just found out that my student teacher will not be recommended for a permanent position at Mastery.  a part of me felt that it's my fault.  they placed a student teacher with a proficient teacher.  well, according to Mastery's standards i'm proficient at a few things and advanced at others...which makes me a proficient teacher.

i guess. 

as the time winds down before i resume full teaching responsibility,  i'm starting to get that feeling in my stomach again.  that "ugh" feeling.  that feeling that questions, "is this REALLY what i'm going to be doing for the rest of my life?"

i've started staring out of the window again.

i'm not quite comfortable with that feeling. 

and i know that God wants me to be content with where He has me right now.  i know i'm here for a reason....whether or not i can discern that reason...now that's another story.

God, what am i even good at?

*stares blankly into space*

look at her.  she has the right heart.  she definitely has the right attitude.  she's just super awkward.  she'll get a job though.  i know she will.  i know she will.

as for me.  i think i'll take some pics today...play with my new flash.  yup.  that's exactly what i'll do.