God help me to stay focused on you. When I don't....I become mean. I don't want to go back to that. I really don't. I like joyful, peaceful yvonne.

Amen.

Help me to pull it together cuz right now I feel like im holding it together...im battling apathy...that "blah" feeling that nothing matters....can't just be the weather....

Help me to be an asset and not a liability....

Help me to help someone else...

God give me wisdom....

I am refocusing my sights on you, as of this very instant....because if I continue on this path...I might as well just throw in the towel....the former yvonne will be back with a vengeance....

Let me get back to work....