God--

I confess that I have been wrapped up in the "how".  I need grace to receive the grace you said you're giving out this season.  I don't know how this is going to get done.  Every time I think about this I get stuck.  Stuck stuck stuck.

I kinda feel like I stepped into that really deep water out on faith....I might be sinking just a little bit...of course I've taken my eyes off You.  You said you are the author and the finisher of my faith.  You began this work in me...You promised to complete it....

God, I am anxious about where all of the money is going to come from.  I am anxious about over promising and under-delivering.  I am anxious right now that my heart and mind are so freaking overwhelmed.  I need new equipment...I need more training on shooting, editing, marketing and sales...I need to revenue to at least be able to reinvest back into this business so that it will become profitable.  I need staying power and guts to go for it . I need humility to ask my husband for money.  I need ideas to alter this program to suit my needs in the first year.

You said leave my job.  You said start with seniors.  You said give this to them for free.  I need you to provide the revenue.  I'll take it in whichever way you would like to provide it.  Please please please.  Most of all, I need a faith reboot because I am walking around SUPER scared and it is a fear that is paralyzing me on every front. I can't even think straight right now.

Help me.  Please.

Yvonne