Tomorrow, I am scheduled to go to the doctor and get an IUD inserted. This could stop y ability to conceive for the next 10 years.

I want to have another baby.  I would like to do so before I'm 30.  I have no desire to be raising children into my 50s.  My husband is on the fence about having another child and I don't blame him.  We are technically still newlywed a and we are also new parents.  I am starting a new business.  Ron has been in his new position at the bank for less than a year.  We are about to buy a new house.  lord knows we don't have time right now for another baby.

However, I am open to the possibility of more.

I am not sure if I am going to go through with tomorrow's procedure.  I have never been comfortable with taking hormone contraceptives.  I am not sure if I am ok with having a foreign object stuck in me...no matter how "sure" of a device it is.

Bleh.  Decisions decisions.