i could choose to focus on how physically drained i feel.  i could.
i could choose to focus on how livid i was yesterday.
i could choose to focus on how i felt like a pure afterthought on a weekend when love was supposed to be celebrated.
i could choose to remember how it used to be.

or i could choose to forgive and figure out what i need to do better.

yup.  for sanity's sake, i'll choose the latter.