no weapon formed against me shall prosper.  i declare it and decree it.

2/3 nights, i've had wacky dreams.  saturday night, i dreamt that some man who was larger than me was holding me tightly in the air.  at first, it looked like an older, worn version of bruce.  it yelled "i've changed, i've changed...take me back...come back to me!"  i screamed, although it seemed silently.  it's not until i yelled out Jesus that i woke up...prayed in toungues real hard until i fell back to sleep.

last night, i fell asleep around midnight after i prayed with ron and individually.  the dream started off in a suburban town, probably during the fall.  the leaves were bright orange and all seemed normal.  the town was pretty.  all of the children were out for what seemed like a fall festival.  there were games and the atmosphere seemed genial initially.  i had my camera around my neck ready to take pictures.  here appears josie and her two boys.  josie is my co-worker frances' sister.  i met her last summer when she hosted frances' baby shower in delaware.  her two boys are around 12 and 10 years old.  for some reason, i saw josie, but then she disappeared.  the two boys were sitting on the steps of a picturesque house and i realized it was the perfect opportunity to take a picture.  i started to take pictures and the boys skin turned from brown to a sick greenish color.  initially, i thought they were just sick.  i picked them up in my car and we started to drive around.  i think i was also taking pictures of them.  then, they started acting weird.  they started having erratic movements and i figured something was wrong.  eventually, they started attacking me left and right.  they tried to bite me and stab me with objects.  i had to pry them off of me.  i wound up getting out of the car and they chased me down the street.  this went on for hours with me hiding and them finding me.  it's almost as if they were on assignment to find me and they sniffed me out every time.  and they were definitely coming for blood.

as i was running down a road, their mother drives up as if she was looking for them the entire time.  they morph back into their normal selves and their mother gives ME a disapproving look as if i corrupted her children.  Frances was also in the car and she snatched up the boys as if i was doing something wrong to them.  the whole time i had the camera on my neck.

i woke up at that point, used the restroom, and went back to sleep.  the next dream wasn't really nightmarish...more like odd.  it started off with a really nice wedding. i don't recall if i was in it.  then, i wound up on the set of a photoshoot.  i felt some kind of way because whoever solicited the shoot didn't ask me.  however, the photographer had a full set up.  the pictures they took of people wound up being at the top of the pages of a kay jeweler magazine.  as i flipped through it, kept looking for my ring wondering if it was in there.

then i woke up.

i'm praying in the spirit for an hour before i go to sleep.  i can't make sense of this foolishness but i'm not about being tormented.