last night, while ronald and i were talking, he described the feeling of "going in" during worship and being so lost that when he opened up he would see the cloud of worship in the atmosphere....
why had i never experienced that? i wanted to "go in" too but i never thought i had the keys.
during praise and worship practice yesterday, i began leading "awesome in this place"...i was just on the cusp of beginning to cry out to God and the piano player began to take the song in another direction. Deac. Evelyn stopped and warned against distractions. the Holy Spirit told her that i was almost there, and indeed i was. when we restarted the song, i began with the normal adlibs i regularly do...and then something happened. i can't fully describe it, but it was almost like a shift. instead of thinking about my surroundings, i began singing a love song to God. i thought about the words of the song...then i thought about where i was...how low i was...and how quickly He salvaged my life...and i wanted Him to be pleased with what i was singing to Him.
and needless to say...i "went in"...and everyone else followed me. by the time i was over, i was face down on the floor in tears.
wow.
God.is.moving.
wow.
and the cloud was there.
and i saw the Lord.
oh, taste and see that the Lord is good.
i am so in love with God.
wow.
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