i didn't realize how tired i was last night. i must have fallen asleep when writing this entry, but i finished most of it before i dozed off...so here goes...
i've always loved love songs. good love songs. i'm not talking about this chris brown, trey songz, "baby-lemme-have-sex-with-you-real-good-and-whine-in-my-falsetto-and-or-fake-r-kelly-voice" songs....i'm talking love songs.
marvin gaye.
al greene.
teddy pendergrass.
brian mcknight.
kindred the family soul.
jill scott.
songs that when you hear them, you can't deny the depth of what the singer/songwriter felt when they used melodies, harmonies, and words to capture the very essence of what they were experiencing.
love.
i feel that way right now. and like Brian McKnight said in the song above...i never felt this way about loving...it feels so good.
ronald simms is the love of my life and i'm going to be his wife.
how it takes my breath
starts a pounding in my chest
makes me weak
when i think about you....
we've known each other for almost 6 years...we've loved each other for almost 6 years....but during the majority of that time, our self-created circumstances never allowed us to fully acknowledge the love that was there from day one.
and so the love for him which i suppressed for so many years, only because i had to, is oozing out of every pore. every part of my sings when i see him. when i think about him, my face becomes brighter. i love being in his presence. i love being held in his large and protective embrace. i haven't stopped smiling for almost a week and a half.
there's so much more that i can chronicle in here but i'll save that for my hand-written journal. in the meantime, i just want to shout this from the rooftops....
I LOVE YOU!!!!!
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